Tonight my partner called me his boyfriend for the first time and I swear I'm going to end up in the ER with a heart attack from the euphoria I feel. Yes, it was said 90% as a joke, but it's still a huge thing, considering we've been smack in the middle of trying to figure out this whole trans thing and how it affects our relationship. Last week he also unironically used my new masc name for the first time, and I'm just so fucking floored and grateful that he is as he is.